MindDrift

This is strictly my opinion, you don`t have to read it nor do you have to agree with it. It`s just what I think so don`t get upset if you don`t like what you hear.

As cool as alot of you think it may be, there is this one thing that I still havetrouble understanding? Why do alot of people here on AA have to have talk....or should I say type the way they do? Things like ending words that are suppose to end with "er" with "a" or "ah" or having a name like Azn_________<--(insert name here). This may be your way of expressing your creativity but more on that later. I`m sure a lot of you think this style of typing is the coolest thing ever since aftermarket parts for your Honda, but it just bugs me `cause I really don`t get it. This Goof Troop language is all ziggity zaggity and I can`t make a word of it out. I`m not dissing people here but who are you trying to impress? Certainly not me although I`m not likely to be the target. The excuse of "everyone else writes this way" doesn`t cut it either. Once again this ain`t a diss to all of you who write like this `cause I can understand that it is a very creative way to put a new twist on typed words. I`m sure you`re all really nice people but it just seems to me thats its more than about creativity now so good lord drop the act. Now then I have another thing that bothers me and it runs in close proximity to the stereotypical act that a lot people have to put up on AA to benoticed. That is all them people who are "ravers" have to put up totally raver hyping names which usually include words like "XTC, raver, etc(can`t think of any others right now)". In Addition, most likely on their page they have to have gifs of speakers, ecstacy pills, PLUR!(I hate PLUR! if I hadn`t run out of HTML room I`d explain it more) and all the crap that emphasizes one simple message "I like raves." Congratulations, but why make other percieve something that you`re not only just an image of. That image of course being the whole rave culture. Now I know that what I`ve said is totally hypocritical but my nick of "Ravin` Rae" has been with me for sometime now. Plus when people see me they go "hey its Ravin`Rae!" and I highly doubt people ever say "hey its 604_True_Hardcore_Image_Xtc_Raver_4Life!" Oooohh and you know what else?! Ihate the word "Aight" `cause it just stresses how cool you`re trying to be when you`re really not! God damn people and their wannabe Azn pride sh!t #%@$&*@!#*%$*!$@!!!Sorry for the outburst but its true. Basically, its like.....saying that you`re not a virgin but you really are and I know alot of you hardcore wannabes still are so don`t fake it just like you fake yourself here on AA. One more thing about Azn_________<--(insert name here) people. Did you really want that name? Or did you really want that name because thats what you think other people think you should be?

So remember this

I am not what I think I am I am not what you think I am I am what I think you think I am -Charles Horton Cooley - Looking-Glass Self

Hey you know what? After carefully observation(and this is true), I`ve come to the conclusion that, you know them big huge muscular built like a tree trunk guys (usually white) who come to raves half naked.......they can`t dance! I mean they try really hard but......they can`t dance! They just wobble their bodies and do the same repetitive arm or leg movement with glowsticks thinking they`re the best and then they look around to see who`s watching them `cause they think they`re so sexy! HAHAHAA......but they can`t dance! Even them dancing sunflowers with the sunglasses and banjo who move to noise are better than them. Don`t believe me? Goto a rave and see for yourself. You`ll laugh your a$$ off.

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Pix of This and That

These 2 are the most recent pictures of me courtesy of Mar-J . Here I am at her place. Finally a pic of me inmy glasses Here`s me and Marjo just cracking a smile. Hmmmm Why are my glasses never over my eyes like they should be? I also think I have too my gel in my hair `cause its like so white and shiny

Marjo aka FuNkDaFiEd_pNaY sent me this and I don`t remember it. But anywho here it is. From left to right Alita, Me, Marjo, Tim? I think thats Tim (down low), Graeme, and Andrea? wow nobody looks right in this pic.

Here`s me and Marjo at grad. Sorry for the quality folks but her digital camera isn`t meant to take pictures of pictures

Me and Marjo at the Orpheum Theatre for our grad ceremony. Wow we have the exact same look in both thesepics. Weird